After all the transitions and changes taking place in my life over the last 53 years, I discovered that I am not my own. I realized that to be what you were created to be requires a hand of God to lead me in that direction. My stubbornness and hard heart caused the rug to be pulled out from under me. God looked at his clock and said it was his turn to us me for his glory. Upon me still refusing to let go of my lifestyle, I suffered much mentally and emotionally. My life was not where I wanted it to be; I was lost and still seeking love in a man and the homosexual lifestyle. My unhappiness triggered God to step in and do what he does best, and that is change me for his glory. Here it is, 2010 back in West Palm Beach without my permission once again. A place that I hated, but God wanted me back in this place for a reason unknown to me. I couldn’t see why he wanted me to come back, but the clock was ticking and wanted me to get in line or get left behind.
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